Today I worked out and then it was a calm day. Somehow I snuck checking my report card and no report card came. Then mom had told me to tell me how I got the grades. I didn't want to tell her. If I told her the parent portal, she will be extremely mad. I lied but I knew. Mom yelled at me saying "I am sick of you"!!!!!! I want to just use my nerf gun and shoot myself in the head. I feel like jumping out of my house. Or slam my head so hard against a wall. I am sorry that I'd lied but I want to really punch myself in the nose and get a hugest nosebleed like yesterday and today. I can't stand my mom. She's a bully to me and I want that to end it right now.
If you don't want me to get mad, then stop lying. Just tell me the truth. I always find out anyway. I can handle the truth. But I get mad when you lie because after awhile, I don't know if I can believe what comes out of your mouth.
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